Ok... So I'm really lame and haven't posted Amy's emails for the past month or so. So here I go!
This one is her email from October 30th. Enjoy! - Stephanie Hodges
Kamusta pamilya at mga kaibigan!!! :) (Tyler, Amy's brother - who
already served a mission in the Philippines, translated this for me. It
says: How are the family and friends?)
Thank you again for
all the letters and prayers. It has been another amazing week here at
the MTC. Wow, I only have about 3 weeks left here! How crazy is that??? I
will probably be getting my flight plans in about a week! Ahhh!! I am
so excited, but I don't feel ready yet! There is still so much to learn.
This week I have had a mix of emotions coursing through me. The
older districts that were in before us just left yesterday, so it's been
really weird seeing them packing and emptying their rooms. There were a
bunch of sisters that left! I miss them all so much already! I am super
excited for them, but at the same time I was sad to see them go. Some
of them were crying, others were just plain excited, and others felt
sick to their stomachs. But the overall feeling was that of excitement
and anticipation. I'm sure they are all on planes right as I write this
email!! So Mom, I think that answers your question about having any
older districts here when I first came in. There were a bunch! I think
the sister who had the biggest impact on me though was the coordinating
sister, Sister Huddleston. The coordinating sister's calling was to love
and serve the girls, and be aware of their needs. She went to various
meetings with the Zone Leaders and branch
presidency throughout the week and really made us feel loved. Every
night before we all went to bed, she came in and chatted with us,
sometimes very briefly, but we always counted on it. She helped us when
we were struggling with things, gave us advice, and just loved us. She
is AMAZING. I was really sad to see her go.
Me and my companions realized that with Sister Huddleston leaving,
it meant that one of us would be called to be the new coordinating
sister since we are the only "older district" now. They would call the
new sister last Sunday. Saturday night, I said a prayer of thanks right
before I went to bed, and asked Heavenly Father to strengthen whomever
He chose to call. I knew it was a time consuming calling, and time is
already a precious thing here because of the limited amount of it. I
prayed for each of my companions, asking Him to strengthen them if they
were called. I also told Him their strengths and why they would be
amazing at the calling. But I also told Him I would be willing to do
whatever He wanted if for some reason He chose me. I didn't think it
likely, seeing my companions strengths and wonderful qualities, but I
told Him I would dedicate my life to Him if He did call me. I felt at
peace knowing that God does not make mistakes, and I didn't
have to worry about anything. I slept soundly that night.
Sunday
was an exciting, sad day since it was the older
district's last sacrament meeting here at the MTC. After breakfast, our
district was studying in our classroom, preparing for various lessons
and talks and reading our scriptures. I love Sundays. :) One of the
branch president members came in and called one of the elders out, and
then called me out when he was finished talking to the Elder. I thought
it was probably just another interview like each of us missionaries
often have each week, but I was wrong. I almost started crying when he
told me they were calling me to be the new coordinating sister. I felt
overwhelmed, humbled, and strengthened all at the same time. I knew what
I had promised Heavenly Father the night before, and I wasn't going to
let Him down. I accepted, and went to my first meetings that day. We
were invited to love the missionaries that we were looking out for and
to set the tone/example for the district. That
night, as I went to my residence hall, I got to visit with each of the
newer sisters. It was hard to jump out of my comfort zone at first, but
as I did, I felt a huge love for them! These sisters are truly amazing
daughters of God. Last night as I visited with them for a short time
again, I felt an overwhelming love for them. I didn't know I could love
this much!! Last night a couple of the sisters were struggling and I
felt prompted to share a bit of advice with them and remind them of
something that I had been taught. As I did, their fears seemed lessened,
and I knew that the Spirit was teaching them and testifying. I am still
overwhelmed a bit with the calling. It definitely takes time and
sacrifices, but it is so worth it.
It always amazes me at how much Heavenly Father cares for each one
of us and knows our needs. He definitely knows us better than we know
ourselves, and will stretch us in ways we never thought possible. But we
can do it with His help
because He is helping us!!! I love this
gospel! I love my Savior, and I feel my His love more than I ever have. I
love missionary work, and I am so grateful for this opportunity to
serve my Heavenly Father!!
"When ye are in the service of your fellow beings, ye are only in the service of your God. -Mosiah 2:17
I know this is true!! I love you all!!!
Love,
Sister Harston
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